Not Always....

It's not always smiles and laughs.
Sometimes its frowns and tears.
Subliminal messages that end up piercing my soul.
Pain, I wish, I could just let go.
But everything isn't meant to be peachy keen,
Don't you see?
Life has its ups and downs.
So what now?

KEEP IT MOVING!

So the last couple of days have been extremely interesting. I find myself being presented with situations that I swear,I feel like, I am the only one going through them. Surprise, Surprise! NEWSFLASH! I'm not. From eliminating people out of my phone, to deciding what people need to be in my life and who don't, school, financial issues, and so on and so fourth. The main thing that has been on my mind constantly is people, and how their brains work. I am referring to several people I know. For some reason things consistently seem to get stirred up to where now, I am at the point where I will warn everyone and will permanently remove myself from the equation. I have to take a lot of things into consideration.

I have a 3 and 5 year goal for myself, not to say that others I know do not, but in order for me to attain what I have planned for myself, I need to be focused. In order to be focused I don't need to be bothered with petty bullshit and the immaturity of people. If people cannot learn to put differences aside for whatever reason or another and cannot learn how to be adults about situations what is the point of being surrounding by people that do not show at least an ounce of Christ in them . It's funny a lot of people claim to be followers of Christ ( or whatever he or she believes in) but I rarely see anyone act as if they have been saved, or show any compassion towards people or try an be understanding. When I try and add God back in the situation, I feel as If I'm taken as a joke. I say "let's Pray", or "Pray about the situation"....it seems to go over people's head. Seems like all that gets through to some, is yelling, arguing, cursing, and gossiping. Well I am SO about to be done with it all. People who aren't benefiting my life in any shape or form do not need to be in it.

Spiritually, physically, mentally, and emotionally I am trying to better myself. Seriously time to keep it moving. I'm not gonna get caught in the percentage of people that look up at 30 and say "What have I been doing with my life!"

Quote of the Day:

E. B. White:

You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that.

Charlotte, "Charlotte's Web"