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I want to relieve myself of these repetitive thoughts My heart keeps searching for an emotion from him that obviously isn't going to be sought. I can't continue to contemplate what could be if he acted differently or what could've been if I didn't do this or say that at a certain point during our test trial try.

Somethings and some people aren't meant to be.
Although I was kind of confident that there would of been something. At least a piece of stability between he and I past the 1st year; But I guess my mind was right and my heart was wrong.
I guess that's why your mind is on the top and your heart is below in the middle.
(It seems to always have a long way to fall)
My emotions got the best of me.

So my heart continues to free fall Down Down Down I'm just waiting for it to hit the ground and shatter The cracks are already there. The despair can't build up anymore than it already has. The feeling of loving someone who had no clue how deeply you feel is beyond 'feeling' at all. It is like a numbness.

After a while of it being desolate, what do you do?

What is there to say that hasn't already been expressed?
What action is there to show that will prove the words from my mouth are the truth?
What is there to prove if you don't even try to gather yourself enough to bare through the feelings from my soul that I am attempting to express to you?
Lost in my own feelings...Should I be through?