I'm That Girl Part 1

I'm that girl that holds a smile on her face,

even when things are a mess and her faith falls out of place,

I'm that girl who believes in taking chances for what I want,

instead of pretending to be happy as someone I'm not .


I'm that girl who's not afraid to let her emotions show,

and learns to go on as her feelings start to grow,

I'm that girl who would never give up on the love of her life,

because there are two paths she can make the wrong or the right,

I'm that girl who would travel a million miles away,

just to find the love that shes been waiting for everyday.

But as they say everything in due time or at least when the time is right things will

fall into place.

I'm that girl who doesn't care about what other people think of my style,

the one that savors every moment even if its only for a little while.

I'm that girl that people call weird, random, and dramatic,

but theres more to me if you'll listen behind all the noise and static,

I'm that girl that can cry and laugh all at the same time,

the one that's innocent looking but can commit a heartbroken crime,

I'm that girl that tries hard to push herself through,

the one that doesn't care if she'll ever fit in to be cool.

I'm that girl you can call UNperfect,

my hairs always a mess,

I'm under a lot of pressure and all the stress,

I'm really not so different as the rest,

if it were up to me I'll say I come in second best.

I'm that girl who LOVES to laugh,

the one that can joke around till things get out of control.

I'm that girl that loves to dream,

but this reality is not what it may seem,

a fairytale ending waiting to come true,

another risk worth taking what does she have to lose?

Part 2 will come soon! ♥

Just A Random Thought pt1

For some reason i try
and stop
and try again
to come up with valid and plausible idiosyncrasies
as to why me
Why was i left in a corner
alone holding back tears
hugging my knees?
hugging myself so tight i could barely breath
my knees close to my chest
So close that my heart beat traveled through out my body to my ear drums then started beating on a different beat
back and fourth
several moments in time rewind in my mind
I can't seem to understand why
I'd rather go blind than to see you with her
but i love you too much that i actually hope you're happy with her

The love I have for you is
unexplainable
unsustainable, unmaintainable because regardless of how much writing i do
how many different guys i talk at the end of the day my thought is back on you.

Gravitational Pull Pt.1

Left earth to get away for a while.
90 miles per hour to get to a unknown place where I could have no worries in the world.
Even if it is temporary basis.
I land and step on to the surface in outer space..greeted by a known face that has a smile as bright as the sun..
I wait for a few minutes
Now the invite to Jupiter has been announced and I accept with no hesitations and no doubts.
I sit down and get ready for the ride..the conversation with my guide extends past anywhere I have been in a while..
Thoughts racing through my mind about this trip and what will come out of it what type of feelings will I walk away with?
TBC..