Just one of those days..

The pain of being afraid that you're going to get hurt is much greater than opening up and risking it.

SOOOO the last couple of days...literally yesterday and today have been somewhat blah...I've gotten things accomplished had some me time, but the little things in between that seem to nip and tug at my heartstrings and emotions have been doing a great job of doing so. I can't say why I have let certain things get to me but they have. I guess days like this everyone experiences, I usually just do a better job of not letting things effect me, but for some reason those little things have seemed abnormally bigger. So when I woke up from my nap this afternoon, I called a friend of mine and had a nice conversation. She pretty much told me that i need to focus on me more, I give too much of myself to people who don't really care in return.

There was truth in all that she was telling me. It's in my nature to care, and give, help, and be there for others, etc but at this point in time, I need to take a step back and re evaluate people in my life and in the process of evaluating how much of myself I give. I'm emotionally depleted...and that is tiring.. So with that being said I'm being selfish with me for a while..

That's all! Enjoy this rainy 'stormy' evening.